Textes

2018

Dreams & Memories

Despair is my brand new game
I gave you all my trust
I’ve these memories in my brain
There’s left only ashes and dust

You chose to leave my world
And my heart stopped beating
Your words were like a sword
I can’t forget…everything…

I’d like to believe
All these lies
Dreams and memories are turning
In my mind

I’d like to believe
All these lies
Dreams and memories are turning
In my mind

I don’t know what happened
Dreams and memories are turning
If only I could forget…
You didn’t feel anything…anything…

I’d like to believe
All these lies
Dreams and memories are turning
In my mind

I’d like to believe
All these lies
Dreams and memories are turning
In my mind

And I Cry….

HANT1S3 [2018]

2017

A Toy's Dream

We have twenty five years old in our minds…
What a dark beauty with fatal attraction…
I know I said no more love but I lied…
My soul become eager of sensations…

Is it real ? Is it real ?

My soul and its unceasing blast…
Me and my never-ending obsessions…
I feel the « Booms ! » I feel the « Bangs ! »,
Beating in my Rusty Heart Machine…

Is it alienation ? Is it real ?

It’s an hallucination…hallucination…

I wish I could talk to you horizontally
My disarmed mind dreams of your body heat
I want to believe…I want to feel again…
The fire of ardent desires…

[! Fire of Ardent Desires !]

Is is real ??

It’s not real…It’s not real…

That was just a dream…

Just a dream…

HANT1S3 [2017]

(I Feel Like) Frankenstein's Monster


 

I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
The only creature I loved rejected me
I know we will never be lovers
I’m not the one that you want me to be

I don’t know who I am
I don’t know what I’m doing here
In the darkness you were my light
I’m trying to hold back my tears

I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
There’s no place for me in this world
I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
We belong to death forever
I feel like a fuckin’ monster
No creature like me in this world…

I’ve changed, in the depths of my soul
The color of my blood has changed
No more love with freaks and ghouls
A black ink circulates in my veins

I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
There’s no place for me in this world
I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
We belong to death forever
I feel like a fuckin’ monster
No creature like you in this world…

Innocence is death
Accept the secret
Refuse to surrender
Strange attraction
Strange connection
Strange alienation
Tragic situation

Disconnect my brain
Erase all my pain
Open my veins
Fuckin’ attraction
Break the connection
Self-destruction
Fatal putrefaction

I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
There’s no place for me in this world
I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
We belong to death forever
I feel like a fuckin’ monster
No creature like me in this world…

I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
There’s no place for me in this world
I feel like Frankenstein’s monster
We belong to death forever
I feel like a fuckin’ monster
No creature like you in this world…

HANT1S3 [2017]

Break The Silence


 

Love is a poison
The venom is inside me
It destroys me little by little
We’re toxic for one another

Love is shit
And dreams are lies
We’re toxic
Silence is wise

To love is to suffer
I’ve paid dearly for these few memories…

I’m not the same
I’m not the only one
Nothing is important…
Now that you’re gone

Love is Shit (…)

I hate this world and I…
I hate myself…
I don’t want your compassion
You’re not in my head
My head burst in this hell
My bones will feed the earth
You think I’m still alive
But I’m dead inside

(Silence is wise…)

You’re the best and the worst thing
That happened to me
I was so stupid to believe
In my wildest dreams

Love is Shit (…)

You don’t realize…
The impact of your acts
You’ve chosen to close your eyes
Your silence is a fact

Love is Shit (…)

After a life of mistakes
I don’t want to suffer anymore
I’m tired to lying to myself
I’m so tired of being wrong

I believe in nothing…

I hate this world and I…
I hate myself…
I don’t want your compassion
You’re not in my head
My head burst in this hell
My bones will feed the earth
You think I’m still alive
But I’m dead inside

(Silence is wise…)

Each one has his own scars
I want erase you from my heart
I want erase you from my mind

HANT1S3 [2017]

Kraken

Drinking the kraken’s blood,
And forgetting my existence.
Diving in ocean floor…
And discovering the silence.

In indifference, I’m oblivion…
I join the rapture of the deep.
I know nothing is eternal…
I will sink into the big sleep…

Love is a Kraken from the deep.
Who squeezes so hard and chokes you.
Love is a Kraken from the deep.
Who sucks your soul and spit you.

Freezing In this dark world…
I lived in vain my existence.
Like Anyone, I’ll die alone…
I sink alone in silence…

I’m just a shadow in oblivion…
In ignorance, I feed my pain.
In the dark, I’m invisible…
In indifference, I expel my hate !

Love is a Kraken from the deep.
Who squeezes so hard and chokes you.
Love is a Kraken from the deep.
Who sucks your soul and spit you.

Test me ! Leave Me ! Eat me ! Kill Me !

HANT1S3 (2017)

Nothing Special

The Sun and the Planets dies
Stars don’t shine anymore
Water evaporates into the sky
I wait for the death to come

I’m no longer in this world
In the street, you don’t see me at all
Nothingness is my hope
I’m just a shadow in an absent crowd

You stole the beauty of the world
I saw it through your eyes
I’ve enjoyed every moment
When I felt precious

I didn’t choose to fall in love
And I know I have nothing special

I was not important enough
Even when I felt precious

Today I know I’ve nothing special…nothing special…

I miss the taste of your lips
I miss the warmth of your body
I’ve only the taste of my tears
You ignore me, act like I don’t exist.

My disarmed mind digresses
My mental tree’s emptying its own sap
A rain of tears rocks my dreams
I know I’ll never have what I want

You stole the beauty of the world
I saw it through your eyes
I’ve enjoyed every moment
When I felt precious

I didn’t choose to fall in love
And I know I have nothing special

I was not important enough
Even when I felt precious

I know, I know I’ve nothing special…nothing special…

HANT1S3 [2017]

Octopus

There’s tentacles in my head
They represent all these lies
That slipped into my bed
And destroyed my heart

There’s tentacles in my brain
They invaded my mind
The black ink into my veins
Flows from my eyes

I turn into an Octopus.
Octlantis is my world !
I turn into an Octopus.
‘Wanna live with sea creatures.
I turn into an Octopus.
No humans, no more curse.
I turn into an Octopus.

Tentacles grow out of my back
I still have two hearts
I can fall through the cracks
And dive in dark waters

There’s no more tragic ancestries
I feel the call of the sea
In my rock, I will live in peace
Hidden from human beings

I turn into an Octopus.
Octlantis is my world !
I turn into an Octopus.
No humans, no more curse.
I turn into an Octopus.
Octlantis is my world !
I turn into an Octopus.
Living with sea creatures.
I turn into an Octopus.
No humans, no more curse.
I turn into an Octopus.
Octlantis is my world !
I turn into an Octopus.

HANT1S3 [2017]

Tomorrow Will Be Yesterday

:: Warning ! Warning ! – Danger ! Danger ! ::

Tomorrow will be yesterday…
The point of no return is reached
I die a little more each day
I dream in vain, again and again and again…

:: Warning ! Warning ! – Danger ! Danger ! ::

Tomorrow will be yesterday !

The wheel of time is broken
I’m a prisoner in time and space
The hope of a bright future is dead
I burn my wings again and again and again…

You proved that everything is illusion
Love is weakness and dreams are lies
Future is a dream full of disillusions
That which is born is bound to die

Tomorrow will be yesterday !

:: Warning ! Warning ! – Danger ! Danger ! ::

You proved that everything is illusion
Love is weakness and dreams are lies
Future is a dream full of disillusions
That which is born is bound to die

:: Warning ! Warning ! – Danger ! Danger ! ::

HANT1S3 [2017]

When The Rain Strikes The Ground

I release you from the spell
I won’t bother you anymore.
I’m just a broken shell.
I don’t love you anymore…

I thought we could be happy
But the leaves are turning brown
I really thought you could love me
But the snow is falling down
Your place is in my dreams
Where the secrets can’t be found
The tears you will never see
Are like the rain that strikes the ground

I missed you…
I wanted you…
I needed you…
I loved you…

I’m such a pathetic Loner
I grip the Kraken bottle o’ so tight
I’m such a pathetic Loser
I won’t let go until the night

I thought we could be happy
But the leaves are turning brown
I really thought you could love me
But the snow is falling down
Your place is in my dreams
Where the secrets can’t be found
The tears you will never see
Are like the rain that strikes the ground

I missed you…
I wanted you…
I needed you…
I loved you…

My tears are not prototypes
I’ve cried so much, my heart is empty
I’m the loner stereotype
And now, I believe in nothing

I thought we could be happy
But the leaves are turning brown
I really thought you could love me
But the snow is falling down
Your place is in my dreams
Where the secrets can’t be found
The tears you will never see
Are like the rain that strikes the ground

It’s over !…

I needed you…
I loved you…
I missed you…
I loved you…

It’s over…

HANT1S3 [2017]

2015

The Shadows Lie To Us

Truth is scarier than fiction
Too much blood, too many tears have been shed
Everything is bought, everything is sold
The taste of blood, in the name of Gold

Walk the line, race against time
No more Joy, no more fun…
Big Brother is watching, it’s fine.

« All I know is that the shadows lie to us »

Silence is gone, damage is done
Today, cowards fight pencils with guns
No bravery, everything’s gone

« All I know is that the shadows lie to us »

This world’s gone mad, everybody’s gone crazy.
Mother Earth is crying.

« All I know is that the shadows lie to us »

It’s time to break our chains.
It’s time to free our minds.
High time to make a change.
High time to save our lives !

Swallow your learned evidences
Fight all the ignorances
No need to die on the battlefields
enjoy the innocence of green fields

Mankind has waged war on plants, animals, forests and the oceans…
It’s high time to awake, don’t turn away, much remains to be done…

« All I know is that the shadows lie to us »

Truth is scarier than fiction
Too much blood, too many tears have been shed
Everything is bought, everything is sold
All I know is that the shadows lie to us

It’s time to break our chains.
It’s time to free our minds.
High time to make a change.
High time to save our lives !

It’s high time to awake, don’t turn away, much remains to be done…

HANT1S3 [2015]

2014

Gangrène Plastique

Sous les lumières, mes démons veillent…
Les esprits dansent, mon âme s’éveille…
Une lame transperce mon foutu crâne…
Mes souvenirs se déversent, je te condamne…

Tes jours sont comptés, mon « ami »
Tu croyais être le prédateur ?
Tu as flingué un tiers de ma vie !
Tu es la proie dans mon viseur !

Mon silence transperce les vacarmes
Te croyais-tu invincible ?
Ma haine deviendra l’arme
Qui te rendra invisible

Tu as violé mes rêves, mon intégrité
Garde un œil ouvert, dans ton dos
Maintenant qu’a éclaté la vérité
J’ai de quoi faire une toile de ta peau

Tu as pissé sur le mauvais territoire
Tu es l’ennemi, désormais
Toute fuite est Illusoire
Je veux te voir crever !!!!!

J’ai été trahi, je déverse ma rancœur…
D’un revers de la main, je vais parsemer la peur
Tu n’es qu’une simple erreur que ma nature dévore
Pauvre petit parasite voué au culte des morts

N’ose même pas te permettre d’avoir le moindre jugement
« Wanker ! », « Ass hole ! » aucun synonyme ne manquent
Que ta peau s’écorche sur la rouille de mes os
Tu finiras en burger nourrissant les corbeaux

Je suis tel le Phœnix s’expurgeant de ses cendres
« Burning Inside » et les prophéties de Cassandre…
Ce qui ne me tue pas, me rend beaucoup plus fort
Oui, désormais, grâce à toi, je suis beaucoup plus fort

Les Parasites ont une vertus…
Celle de nous révéler, meilleurs que nous sommes…

HANT1S3 [2014]

Khrónos

The light…gave birth to the Earth.
The nature…gave birth to the fools.
And…the fire…gave birth to the anger !
I want…the end of the world…

Tainted Life in the Endless Dusk.
It disgust-me…to see they living and destroying…
Oh, Khrónos, take-me in your arms,
You know, the world is blind,
Could you save-me from insanity ?

Rocked by clocks, stifled in this Life I don’t want !
Oh, Khrónos, could you save-me from insanity ?
It tires me so much to stay alive,
In this world of cogs and gears
Could you save-me from insanity ?

I hate this murderous world
Unable to lessen the elusive agony
of innocent creatures who died in this blaze…
Where the cradle of madness is burning !

Death to this murderous world !
The cradle of madness is burning !
The end of time is our salvation
Oh, Khrónos, please accelerate !

The end of world : In process
Time acceleration

Tainted Life in the Endless Dusk !
Khrónos, take me in your Arms !
Destroy this world of cogs and gears
Oh, Khrónos, please Accelerate !

HANT1S3 [2014]

2013

A Fragile Soul in a Metal Diving Suit

One step more, I close my eyes,
I’m so empty…
There’s just emptiness,
The void and my will…the void and my will…

‘Feel the wind on my skin,
Through my « damaged » carapace
I’ll be soon a broken shell,
On the ground…

I ‘ll be just a dust cosmic windswept…
A fragile soul in a metal diving suit…

[Just one step…One step…One step, one step, one step…]

One step more, I open my eyes,
All is so clear…
There’s just fright,
The fear and my will…the fear and my will…

Instinct pushes me outside,
Reason pushes me in emptiness…
I’ll be soon a broken shell
On the ground…

I ‘ll be just a dust cosmic windswept…
A fragile soul in a metal diving suit…

HANT1S3 [2013]

Ad Nauseam

The Rusty Heart Machine still works !

Splashes on the scarlet walls.
Meteor of ashes and dust…
Life without rules, without love,
Tear the din of these headless birds !

Getting closer to the expiry date
Life made of tears and rust.
Remorses comes too late.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust !

Out ! Get-Out !

Love is Poison !

Dawn is full of remorse…
It has abandoned Me !
Dusk is proud…
To accept me at last !

Dusk is proud…
To accept me at last !

Love Me, Beat Me, Hate Me, Leave Me !

Out ! Get-Out !

(I try to smile, when you want to kill me…)

(Get-out of my World…)

Getting closer to the expiry date
My old memory card gets burned
My soul is dripping from what you hate
Your knife will get the final cut

Nothing was meant to us close
We were never been one
A terrible lie blind my eyes
My faith is over

Splashes on the scarlet walls.
Meteor of ashes and dust…
Life without rules, without love,
Tear the din of these headless birds !

Getting closer to the expiry date
Life made of tears and rust.
Remorses comes too late.
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust !

Out ! Get-Out !

(Get-out of my World…)

Out ! Get-Out !

Even if hatred guides Me
Even if loneliness awaits Me
Dusk is proud…
To accept me at last !

Dusk is proud…
To accept me at last !

If the sun could go down
So that I could see wonderful colors
Because I love dark night
In all her tragic aspect

Out ! Get-Out !

HANT1S3 [2013]

Interitum Ex Machina

The reign of my pain is starting
From this day where the roots of my soul
become eager of sensations
And joining to the peak of my vertebras

Without any knowledge on the physical world
My first inspiration
Could be fatal
And here is my last curtsy

All senses of my new body
Give to my frozen soul
The information of evil that sleep
And put me into the void

« Would You let my bones feed the earth ! »

So vain is the race against Time
Stifled in this Life I don’t Want
Existing seems to be a crime
This world is Insignificant

Life runs in my metallic veins
and Gears of my Shoulders’re Croackin’
And my soft and wet skull
Gives Birth to Crows

Pleasures absconded to interstices
Of a cowardly and two faced Pain
The Tree of my Bones clouds
Of a greeny and faded Skin

The Rustling of Drowing Leaves,
Tries to cover my skin…
And my soft and wet skull…
Gives birth to crows…

« Would You let my bones feed the earth ! »

So vain is the race against Time
Stifled in this Life I don’t Want
Existing seems to be a crime
This world is Insignificant

HANT1S3 [2013]

Laudanum

We live in times of the blank page
The snake swallows his own tail
It’s now the time to make a change
It’s now the time to take a chance

As a desire, like a click
I close my eyes on innocence
This time is so pathetic
We live in the apology of ignorance

The Body’s but a Machine,
But The Soul’s Eternal…
Life is a Children’s Tale…
That Death makes Immortal…

I don’t have the money for lover
I don’t live for this ambition
Such is the perpetual rebirth
Of old souls in damnation

Tryin’ so hard to flee human folly
Death, my love…when will you take me in yours arms
Tree and Leaf hold nothing for me !
It tires me so much to stay alive

The Body’s but a Machine,
But The Soul’s Eternal…
Life is a Children’s Tale…
That Death makes Immortal…

Now my soul is lubricated
I need to pass Test of fire
Ancestral happiness
To Millennium pleasure

An earthly helix alights…
On the tree of my bones…
Rocked by magnetic fields,
Generated by immature dawns…

The Body’s but a Machine,
But The Soul’s Eternal…
Life is a Children’s Tale…
That Death makes Immortal…

HANT1S3 [2013]

Metal & Flesh

The threat is coming
Black is the destiny’s shadow
An angel goes by, death is watching
In The void of an Absent Crowd…

You held my world out in your hands
where only some dust remains
There is nothing left from us
only a few rags

Under the limelight, my demons rises
The mask is failling You’ve lost your wings
There’s no more Us
There is nothing left from us
only a few rags

[Choirs]

:: Dies irae, dies illa Solvet saeclum in favilla ; Teste David cum Sibilla ::

There’s no rose without a thorn
I can avoid temptation
I’ve lost all faith in this world
What can I do for my salvation

The thoughts that I meditate
Are much darker than darkness
In my mind, only copulate
The metal and my flesh

My Copper Fingers tears my skull
My Hair of Blood splash on the scarlet walls
There is nothing left from us
only a few rags

HANT1S3 [2013]

My Last Hour Has Come

While the world sleeps
I want to reveal my disgust !
I want to claim my innocence !
It will all end in tears

After a life of mistakes
I don’t want to suffer anymore
After emptying my head
I’ve too cried on my fate

My last hour has come !

Their body fluids are the acid
My dreams are raped by a fragile rubber
In the fall of my miserable existence
I Want to blend in the Void of My Anger !

My last hour has come !

Love and life are shit !
I’m all fuck up
My head is exploding
I want to sleep six feet under…

My last hour has come !

HANT1S3 [2013]

Vocatus Et Cinis

I’m tired of whining,
on my damaged memory,
I just want to kill myself…
I want to forget everything …

Your apologies are useless,
I cursed this miserable day
Remorses are worse than regrets.
I let the wind take me away, take me away…

My dear fallen angel, you’ve crashed my life !
The snake changed his skin, there’s no more lies
Despite all my devotion, you’ve never had enough
Ten years to believe that you were the chosen one

I’m alone against the storm in a sea of indifference
I’m surrounded by ghosts, for which I am invisible
Despite all my devotion, you’ve never had enough
Ten years to believe that you were the chosen one

Alcohol makes me go crazy
My ass stuck on this fuckin’ chair
With this envy to die
That makes my old friends goes sick

Love is a dangerous desire,
That makes my heart light on fire.
You’re just the devil in disguise.
I’m condemned In my land of ice…

My dear fallen angel, you’ve crashed my life !
The snake changed his skin, there’s no more lies
Despite all my devotion, you’ve never had enough
Ten years to believe that you were the chosen one

I’m alone against the storm in a sea of indifference
I’m surrounded by ghosts, for which I am invisible
Despite all my devotion, you’ve never had enough
Ten years to believe that you were the chosen one

I’m so old, I’m empty, I’m cold.

HANT1S3 [2013]

2012

Canticum Defectionem

Life is stopping…my heart is shaking
On my grave… the world is going to the end
Hope go bye and hide my fear
The fear of Dying still…remain inside Me…

Under the limelight, my demons rises
The spirits are dancing, my soul is awaking
Instinct pushes me outside
Reason pushes me…in the emptiness…

This is my time, my future is fucked
My head is exploding, my mind is open wide,
Feel the thunder, with this crack in my back
Let the tempest beat, like an animal wild

Humanity is a Mistake That Nature devours
It will spew-us out and we’ll be just a memory
Fuck to those people blinded by ignorance
Fuck to those religions that preached indifference !

This is my time my future is fucked
My head is exploding, my mind is open wide,
Feel the thunder, with this crack in my back
Let the tempest beat, Like an animal wild

I want Control !
I want Freedom !

HANT1S3 [2012]

Egosum

I wish I was a human…
But I’m just an idiot …
I worked in vain
And I broke my bones

Descendant of Sisyphus
Sacrificed to the Money gods
It said that the wheel turns
Well, I broke my bones

I get bored during all this time that runs away
The Spirit of the Laws constantly predicts me happy days
Slave of modern times, Zombie from this rotten fruit
I know that justice is blind and liberty is mute

A moronic crowd shuts itself
down on innocence.
While the Spirits of the Laws
exploits all these cretins.

What a terrible punishment
All this time spent in vain
Banks and corporations
laugh at people in pain

I get bored during all this time that runs away
The Spirit of the Laws constantly predicts me happy days
Slave of modern times, Zombie from this rotten fruit
I know that justice is blind and liberty is mute

Considered as a pariah,
Relegated to the rats.
a kind of fuckin’ hysteria,
makes me sleep with bats

Slave of modern times
I was paid a pittance
I’ve lost control of my life
I’ve used my existence

I get bored during all this time that runs away
The Spirit of the Laws constantly predicts me happy days
Slave of modern times, Zombie from this rotten fruit
I know that justice is blind and liberty is mute

HANT1S3 [2012]

Sleep Mode

Beyond the deserted plains
Beyond the palaces of ice
Beyond the cities of Iron
The Future of this world is dying

Since the destruction, I’ve Been…
Unaffected by the world
The future, now is but a dream
Where disillusions thrives

I’m saling through a universe,
That only my diamonds can judge,
Where the profit I make from sorrow,
Is but the obsession of my Pain…

What use, the tiny spark that makes me live ?
If not to remedy this…
I’m dreaming of a virtual extinction,
To be reborn in another Reality…

HANT1S3 [2012]

The Time When All The Things Die

Here is the time when all the things die
Times goes on, times changes
The gloom grayish clears the joy
People spend, people change

I’m pretending…
I’m pretending…

It’s too hard to be happy
I don’t know what’s my way
Life is darker than Night
Instead of letting me die

In my Head, The most morbid thoughts
Appease the thirst of self-destruction
The fall arrives and penetrates my empty soul
Here is the time when all the things die

I’m pretending…
I’m pretending…

I pretend to live
I pretend to be happy
But I’m already dead
I prefer staying drunk

I’m pretending…
I’m pretending…

HANT1S3 [2012]

You Gotta Think [Everything's Alright]

Every Morning (x3)…When You wake up
You’re Tired of this world (3)
But you must be cool

And you gotta think…(x3)
Everything’s Alright !
And you gotta think…(x3)
Everything’s Alright !

Every Day (x3)…When you go to work
You hate all these Fools (x3)
But you must be cool

And you gotta think… (x3)
Everything’s Alright !
And you gotta think…(x3)
Everything’s Alright !

Every Night… (x3) When You go to Sleep
Life makes you crazy (x3)
You don’t want to pretend

And you gotta think… (x3)
Everything’s Alright !
And you gotta think…(x3)
Everything’s Alright !

You hate all these Fools (x3)
But you must be cool

And you gotta think…(x3)
Everything’s Alright !
And you gotta think… (x3)
Everything’s Alright !

HANT1S3 [2012]